Sometimes I feel like an anachronism. Like I'm living outside of the time I'm meant to live in. Everything I dream about and wish for seems to be from just far enough in the future that I'll never see it. I get sucked into sci-fi and such readily, especially near future. When I watch shows like Stand Alone Complex, afterward I sometimes feel depressed - because that's the kind of world my mind lives in, and I feel frustrated knowing it doesn't exist and probably won't before I die. I think it ties into the feeling I have regularly, that I wish I didn't have a meat body. I regularly feel like it is a hindrance - if I didn't need to sleep, if I didn't have to worry about weight, blood pressure, etc, - I could do so much more. In SAC I love the concept of full replacement bodies and neural interfaces. I'd be first in line.