MegaZone (zonereyrie) wrote,

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Still off-kilter

After collapsing into bed this morning I figured I'd sleep until mid-afternoon. No such luck - I woke up around noon, after less than five hours of sleep, and then I was up for a while. It didn't help that my neighbors were working on a car, and apparently fixing the *horn* at some point. I passed out again at some point, not sure really. But then I didn't wake up again until well into the evening. I think I finally got out of bed again close to 20:00.

I didn't make it to the housewarming. It started at 6, and it is probably 30 minutes away, so I would've been wicked late. Part of me is still thinking of going, since, going by history, the party is probably still going and will be for a while. But I don't know, I still feel scrambled. I'm not sure how I'd do - I'm also worried that I might be clingy and end up just crowding jehanna, etc. I don't know, I'm having trouble sorting out my thoughts and emotions - I want to be with others, and I want to be a hermit.

But I do know I last ate about 22 hours ago, so I should seek dinner. Maybe I'll catch The Italian Job - there are shows left at 00:15 and 00:45...

I apologize for not being at the party.
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